Monday, February 14, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
I believe that there is no God
I believe that there is no God. I'm beyond atheism. Atheism is not believing in God. Not believing in God is easy — you can't prove a negative, so there's no work to do. You can't prove that there isn't an elephant inside the trunk of my car. You sure? How about now? Maybe he was just hiding before. Check again. Did I mention that my personal heartfelt definition of the word "elephant" includes mystery, order, goodness, love and a spare tire?
So, anyone with a love for truth outside of herself has to start with no belief in God and then look for evidence of God. She needs to search for some objective evidence of a supernatural power. All the people I write e-mails to often are still stuck at this searching stage. The atheism part is easy.
But, this "This I Believe" thing seems to demand something more personal, some leap of faith that helps one see life's big picture, some rules to live by. So, I'm saying, "This I believe: I believe there is no God."
Having taken that step, it informs every moment of my life. I'm not greedy. I have love, blue skies, rainbows and Hallmark cards, and that has to be enough. It has to be enough, but it's everything in the world and everything in the world is plenty for me. It seems just rude to beg the invisible for more. Just the love of my family that raised me and the family I'm raising now is enough that I don't need heaven. I won the huge genetic lottery and I get joy every day.
Believing there's no God means I can't really be forgiven except by kindness and faulty memories. That's good; it makes me want to be more thoughtful. I have to try to treat people right the first time around.
Believing there's no God stops me from being solipsistic. I can read ideas from all different people from all different cultures. Without God, we can agree on reality, and I can keep learning where I'm wrong. We can all keep adjusting, so we can really communicate. I don't travel in circles where people say, "I have faith, I believe this in my heart and nothing you can say or do can shake my faith." That's just a long-winded religious way to say, "shut up," or another two words that the FCC likes less. But all obscenity is less insulting than, "How I was brought up and my imaginary friend means more to me than anything you can ever say or do." So, believing there is no God lets me be proven wrong and that's always fun. It means I'm learning something.
Believing there is no God means the suffering I've seen in my family, and indeed all the suffering in the world, isn't caused by an omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent force that isn't bothered to help or is just testing us, but rather something we all may be able to help others with in the future. No God means the possibility of less suffering in the future.
Believing there is no God gives me more room for belief in family, people, love, truth, beauty, sex, Jell-O and all the other things I can prove and that make this life the best life I will ever have.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Cheating at Bejeweled Blitz on Facebook
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Stink BUGS!
Friday, August 06, 2010
Slingbox down?
The SlingBox forums are buzzing with posting the issues they are having. The company has not posted any information for 3 days about what is going on. They are acting like it's some sort of mystical issue that eludes them. COME ON.... a portion of your data center is down!!!!!
Let the public that owns your product know that the problem is? PLEASE!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
What is autism?
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Learning to feel the music.. can it be done?
His teacher proceeded to play the piece with a style that represented his interpretation of the song. He played the legato parts slightly slower and added more force to the staccato notes. After his teacher finished, Alex criticized his performance (as he has done before) saying that he didn't play it right. At this point his teacher played the piece again but played it like a robot. He played every note exactly as marked. He asked him which way he liked it better. Alex replied, "The second way because it's right"
So he tried another experiment with Alex. He flipped to the back of the book to a piece that Alex has not heard or played and asked him to close his eye. His teacher played the piece as written. Then he said to listen and he was going to play it again. This time he flipped all the legato runs and staccato notes essentially playing it incorrect. Then he asked Alex which he liked better. He said, "I don't know". Why Alex? "Because I don't know which one is right."
The teacher and I agreed that we will continue to let Alex move forward just learning the technical aspects of playing piano as he has not shown any understanding of feel or interpretation of the music.
I was once in a band with a bass player that could not "feel" the music. I was astounded when I found this out. Perhaps he had Autism as well?
I wonder what percentage of people can "feel" or be moved to emotion simply by listening to music?
Saturday, May 01, 2010
Call from 559-272-6487
Someone called me this morning on this number to sell me an extended warranty. They claimed to be a representative of subdivision of BWM. I asked if they were an affiliate or a direct subdivision and he said subdivision. I continued the conversation and it turned out he had the VIN on my car but the model was wrong. When I questioned how they could have the wrong model number, he said some kid must have been messing with the computer. Um, yeah… wrong answer. I started to ask another question and he cut me off with "GO TO HELL" and hung up.
A quick google search shows that this is a telemarketing company and my experience is typical.
I've reported this story to BMW customer service.
Monday, April 05, 2010
Autism Awareness Month
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Playing .MKV files using TVersity on an XBox 360
http://haali.cs.msu.ru/mkv/
Just install and go. Yeah!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Face it, the $700 billion is gone!
When Paulson and crew make statements like they have "difficulties associated with monitoring the use of specific funds" provided to individual financial institutions, you know it's over!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2008/12/31/now-whered-i-put-that-700_n_154550.html
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Listen to O'Bama on how to be a typical Democrat
I just read this article this morning in the San Francisco Chronicle. It really made me think about how the majority of Democrats and Republic differ on how we approach discussing our conservative and liberal views. O'Bama was quoted as saying..
"I need you to go out and talk to your friends and talk to your neighbors. I want you to talk to them whether they are independent or whether they are Republican. I want you to argue with them and get in their face,"
Really? Is this the best advice? Get in people's faces and argue with them? I prefer discussions and respectful disagreements.
I would agree that sometimes discussions turn into polite arguments but when you get in someone's face you are taking it one step closer to a physical confrontation.
Perhaps O'Bama and the democrats should review "How to Win Friends and Influence People"
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Map of the Market
Here's an interesting use of Tree Maps for visualizing the stock and money markets.
http://www.smartmoney.com/map-of-the-market/
I noticed on Friday that PetSmart is economy proof. I guess dogs have to eat!
